25 August 2008

Helloooooo

I find myself
going a little mad
being a little bored
getting a little warmer

Wondering where I'm meant to be
Wondering what I'm meant to do
When there's noone anymore
to confirm my decisions.

Going a little mad.

As I sit at work
with nothing to do...
boss gone home sick
so who can I ask?

Being a little bored.

I only have 4 layers on today
which is less than 5 or 6
but still more than 1 or 2
which is what I'd like.

Getting a little warmer.

I find myself
getting a little more sore
constantly confused
and very tired

I have a bung back
I will blame my lack of confidence
in riding.
But it's not getting better.

Getting a little more sore.

I don't know if I'm doing
the right thing.
But if not,
I have no idea what the Right Thing is.

Constantly confused.

The sun is getting earlier
and later in the evening
But still it's dark and cold
so I'm pretty tired.

and very tired.

I find myself
overwhelmed
undeserved and
humbled.

I have a perfect husband
[as perfect as one could get]
even though he snores
and taps
and hums
He loves me
more than anything else
He amazes me
more than anything else
He cares for me
more than anything else.

Overwhelmed, undeserved and humble.

3 comments:

Nathan said...

Awww so sweet. And poetical. I don't know about undeserved though...

Sometimes I wish I had a boss to validate my ideas or plans when I'm working. The number of times I found myself about to ask a client if I'm charging the right amount or something like that (FYI they tend to think I'm charging them too much :P ).

PS: Zac had better not add a girlfriend to his blog or I'll be the only single name in your blog list. Maybe I need a "and" for my blog...Nathan and Doug? Nathan and Kitty?

Claire said...

Who's Doug? Is there something I should know?

Nathan said...

Doug's the PHP elephant...he's my office mascot. It's purely a working relationship, I swear.